Tuesday, August 30, 2005
10:09 PM
wow..
been MIA for quite awhile..
had a great day..
got back my FSM test paper..
74%.. lolx..
met relia on the train..
big surprise..!!
felt nice..
i love her..
hahaa..
went to meet kaiwen..
bought her lily..
meet zr for dinner..
and i met jiayang..
finally aft 7 months..
miss him..
seriously..
first chanbara tournament ended last wk..
21 aug..
its was a pleasant experience..
though it was very screwed..
i did the management side things..
nv tk part in the tournament..
but shirai sensei is my idol..!!
machiam my granda..
will upload the pics when its ready..
today i realise that
you may be out of my mind..
but u are nv out of my heart..
i love you..
lolx..
was life ever perfect?-`
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
11:09 PM
life is short..
n it passes fast..
things change even faster..
i cant catch up wif the things happenin..
i'm laggin behind..
yun, relia..
i miss ya all..
i'm sry tt i seems to hav disappeared frm ya lifes..
but i swear i love ya all still..
new proj juz came up...
tests are pilin up..
studies is a big challenge for mi..
fiancial is a prob to mi..
tryin hard to keep contacts..
shatec is a brainteaser itself..
politics is wad i hate
feelin fucked is always wad i am..
wad kinda life is tis??
was life ever perfect?-`
Monday, August 15, 2005
6:21 PM
My Chemical Romance-I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
was life ever perfect?-`
Friday, August 05, 2005
12:54 AM
you are a freakin bastard..
am not any fuckin gal to be played wif k..
okay..
fine..
i cut my freakin hair..
but i'm not her..
i may not knoe the situation now..
but all i felt now..
was tt i was fuckin cheated..
for another bloody fuckin time..
why?!
cuz i trusted ya believe..
believin in ya faith..
so now wad the bloody fuckin hell is wrong wif ya?!
its so obvious we are freakin diff..
i'm tellin you..
WE ARE DIFFERENT...!!!!
pissed off...
was life ever perfect?-`
Thursday, August 04, 2005
11:58 PM
oops..
went MIA tis few days..
hmm..
and yupx..
its all over now..
yes..
i like him..
quite alot..
but wadever..
guess tt my heart was brken agn..
its all over..
suprizingly
i cried..
fuck...
was life ever perfect?-`