Thursday, March 31, 2005
10:31 PM
sick n tired...
nose block for decades liao
cant tk leave tis few days..
cuz mth end is here...
mth end deadline is every 4th of the mth
tis mth onli got 2 days to do mth end
cuz 2nd is sat
3rd is sun..
left tml n mon to finish doin
quite sick n tired..
really..
pls
let mi go back to yr 2004
n stay thr till eternity
oh yea..
wennie: its nt mi.. n he's nt cute..
went to colour my hair yday..
damn
she colour my hair violet..
i wan blue violet..
nt jux violet!!
pissed!!
was life ever perfect?-`
Monday, March 28, 2005
11:12 PM
heard tt u went into a relationship
which is quite expected..
but i didnt wish for...
ended up ya beloved one
seein u walkin far away...
wif the one u love yet unhappy..
thinkin tt u are suppose to be happy...
doin nth to let you go...
thinkin tt u will be happy leavin her side...
i seriously wan you to be happy...
even though i hate u so much for brkin my heart...
tell u something if you are still readin..
even if its end of the world
thr will sure be another rd leadin to
a more wonderful world
awaitin for you...
wo zhu ni xing fu
was life ever perfect?-`
Saturday, March 26, 2005
8:03 PM
hmm...
today got trainin...
change venue to sava skool...
oh man..
tt guy is cute...
im jux crazy..
cuZ im not workin..!!
caught in a big rain
now at kor kor hse..
jux finish the show
"cheaper by the dozen"
quite nice..
funny but yet sad...
relia: cuz i really dunno which one??
quite puzzled... really.. now i choosin btwn 7610 n 6230
jo: not really.. frene are the ones who will be thr 4ever..
not ya bf or wadsoever... trust mi..
yun: as you've hav seen today.. its really a sai gang...
nt really a paid job.. its a club de job.. no pay...
okay..
time's up..
ciaox..
was life ever perfect?-`
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
12:48 AM
2 things to say today..
i knoe u are not readin my blog anymore..
but i juz cant stand tt
u're thinkin its the end of the world for ya..
when u onli cant get the gal u love..
and failed a few subj..
but got a team for ya
and had come to national..
where other pple maybe far worse den ya..
bad results..
not wanted anywhr..
probs wif work..
tough job frm club..
family ignorin ya..
practically nth is goin the right way...
and u think u are at the end of the world..
hey man..
think thrice..
next..
i got an appointment letter frm Takushin Kan Singapore today
i was appointed the secretary..
wif effect frm today...
okay.. fine..
im a total disappointment for all..
as daryl said..
if im doin it..
i beta do a gd job..
if not quit..
and as wayne said..
how can he trust mi wif the things..
okay.. im new to this thing..
i knoe nth abt the job scope of a secretary..
im under 21..
i knoe nth but am doin wad i can..
can i do it??
or shall i jux return him the letter
and draw out of it completely...
i hav no confidence..
was life ever perfect?-`
Monday, March 21, 2005
11:03 PM
quite sad..
my maid was away for the last 2 wks
but she's back now..
but durin the last 2 wks
we had to wash our own clothes
and i accidentally wash my hp in my jeans..
damn..
and the fixin fee cost 355 bucks
so now i thinkin of buyin nokia 6230 or 7260..
im quite confuse..
6230 got in built mp3 player
but onli 24 chords
and the video onli 4 mins...
7260 newer..
video..
nicer polyphonic ringtones...
or shld i get back samsung??
D500C?? but its big..
or try to get my phone fix at a cheaper price first??
argh..!!!
any advises??
or opinion???
was life ever perfect?-`
Sunday, March 20, 2005
2:31 AM
ah..!!
im so happy..
finally..
was still fedup of sth jux now
but im really very happy now...
its actually nth lah...
its all xiaoyun's credit..
she brighten up my day...
love her so much..
love my gf always..
muackx..
was life ever perfect?-`
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
10:07 PM
sometimes..
i hated to come back hm..
dreaded to go to work..
facin everyone wif a mask..
wishin not to life in this world..
cuz living in this world means plenty of tolerance...
endurance...
pain...
tears..
death..
livin in this world wif no aim
or target is damn hard...
zr..
thkz woman...
yea
i knoe
wound heals..
but wound on wound takes an even longer time to heal...
i grab onto the robe..
but i slip...
or even bein pulled down...
but i dun wish to climb up wif the robe
i dun wan to depend on anyone...
cuz i dun wan to be left alone by someone i depended on agn...
yea
im stubborn..
but tt's mi..
love ya woman...
muackx
was life ever perfect?-`
Friday, March 11, 2005
1:03 AM
hey gals...
im sorry...
i shldnt hav throw them all out at ya both
ans im bein too much to ask for forgivin...
and i knoe tt its no buy-u-dinner-apology thing...
i dunno wad..
but im sry...
yes..
he's still in my heart...
and i think u all shld knoe
im not those forgettin kinda gal..
but no1 is in my shoe now
no1 knoe wad happened
wad's the impact to mi
how i felt
wad im goin through
and no1 will ever understand...
thkx dearie...
i knoe u all care..
n thkx for bein thr...
sometimes
i jux like bein alone
or rather...
life is bein alone.....
was life ever perfect?-`
Monday, March 07, 2005
9:28 PM
its not tt im angry..
im juz disappoint by the fact tt
you knoe sometime which i would
very keen to knoe
and you hide it frm mi..
supposing a gd frene...
im juz pissed by the fact..
i knoe u love mi n care for mi..
i dunno how to explain..
but im hurt
was life ever perfect?-`
damn fuckin sick...
felt so horrible...
finally decide to tk half day off to see doc
upon mama's thousand of times of persuasion..
had 2 day MC...
reportin back to work on thur..
sianx...
was life ever perfect?-`
Sunday, March 06, 2005
1:58 PM
hmm...
my blog came back to life..
many things happen...
got back sucky result on mon..
applied for tp np n nyp business courses..
went to work..
fuckin uob settlement..
damnit...
was fucked in the ass on fri night...
broke my kor kor de phone lcd screen yday morn...
got it fixed n paid 70 bucks...
was in a car accident wif my dad yday evenin...
haix..
fucking life
god damned mi
was life ever perfect?-`