Tuesday, March 30, 2004
6:13 PM
damn.. i lost my phone... fuck..!! under depression mode... haiz.. attended the darma lesson.. hmm... realise wad he say makes sense... hmm... wad really happen? how come we become like that? did i do sth wrong?? or wad? can i knoe? i dun like the feelin.. haiyah.. wadever... i lost my true self.. anyone read this pls leave ya name n hp no. in the tag board... i realise i am the cause of many things..being alone make mi think alot... im sry to everyone... everyone whom i was once with..
was life ever perfect?-`
Saturday, March 27, 2004
9:27 PM
damn.. tis quizzilla thing is screwin up my blog...
was life ever perfect?-`
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
6:41 PM
nth seems to be right.. nth happens as wad is expected.. pple juz leave w/o a word.. fights juz occur when u try to prevent.. its juz sux.. its like so tired to live.. im sick of livin... hmm.. mayb im thinkin too much ba.. anyway.. thkz zr.. im fine.. thkz ch.. mayb they care.. but most prob nope.. thkz jiayang.. nth happen.. dun worry.. -smilex- thkz wend.. but i dun deserve all these care n concern.. nvm.. juz let mi die ba.. but guys.. i really love you all..! *muackz*
was life ever perfect?-`
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
1:33 PM
Which Gackt are you most like?
quiz by 
mcvarmazi
You are the ultimate S&M Gackt.
If you hadn't realized that "Illuminati" was as horny as f*** when you first heard it, the music video made it very, very apparent.
This Malice Mizer song/video isn't suggestive, it just all-out shows you what it means. If you ever thought about Gackt (or any of the other MM members) in bed, here's your chance to see him perform. And do lots of other, um, interesting things with naked women.
was life ever perfect?-`
Monday, March 22, 2004
8:35 PM
livin on this earth seems so meaningless to mi... cant i juz die?? cuz i knoe nobody cares...
was life ever perfect?-`
Saturday, March 20, 2004
9:00 PM
ive been bored by this incident... sry relia sry yun... apologise first... still remb the rainin day thingy?? im sry to throw my temper at ya... i hav reason... but i can onli say sry to u guys here... im not angry... im juz... juz not angry... there are things i dun wish to let everybody knoe... cuz everyone have things they dun wan others to knoe... hope u guys will understand... n im really sry... deeply apologise... in deep grieve...sry to throw this at u all... very sry...
was life ever perfect?-`
Monday, March 15, 2004
10:08 PM
yday came back frm camp... really camp lor... last time is camp in sch... got mattress to slp on de... now is camp at east coast park... set up a tent n slp... really camp... we went there in the aftn... set up a camp n reant a kayak..! hahaa~ it wasnt hot at all... the sea was so rough... big waves... my bro kayak till he fed up... juz nice steve came... den he took over my bro's kayak... he was so sexy man... hahaa~ *recallin* hahaa~ lolx... den aft 4-5 hrs of kayakin... we return the kayak... the sky start to darken... damn it... goin to rain le... den we faster go n bath at big splash there... steve left... we juz got into the tent den the rain came pourin down the sky... so heng ar... sam's tent very stable ar... den we use the ground sheet n set a shelter outside the entrance... n cook wif a gas n 2 tin... really like campin de... aft the rain.. we tie a hammock betwn 2 trees n i slp thr... slp at arnd 0300... damn tired... woke up at 0700 plus the next morn... start playin frisbie in the water... not very hot oso... so i nv get sunburnt oso... kinda disappointed cuz i like the feelin of gettin burnt... cuz tt shows i went to the beach mah.. heex.... play till tired le den i lei on the hammock n slp... aft tt abt 1400 i came home.. bath n slp... slp awhile onli den mama ask mi go parkway there eat crab wif bee hoon...
den went trainin today... aft trainin go baker's inn buy tiramisu for my sista... it's her bday today... hmm... its the 1st time im not the 1st to wish her happy bday... cuz she nv some hm yday nite... went to sam's hse.. haiz.. i very sianz now... bored... dun wan write le...
was life ever perfect?-`
Thursday, March 11, 2004
11:03 PM
changed new blogskin... hmm... i had a fuckin dream which haunted mi the whole week... hmm... dun wan tok abt it... damn irritating... argh... juz came back wif my sis mum n dad frm packway.. my sis bought new hp... samsung E700 A... kaoz... make mi heart itchy... hmm... i dunno y now i got nth much to write when juz now at parkway i got tons of thing to jot down... and now my heart is blank... wadever... god.. pls dun giv mi any more shock... my heart cant tk it... pls dun tk anyone away frm mi any more...
was life ever perfect?-`
Friday, March 05, 2004
9:30 PM
Like me you are totally in love.You try to hide it
but you cant.You are nice and pritty in your
own way and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have
fun and please rate my quiz.
Are you in love?
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not accurate de... i dun even knoe myself...
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool Vampire Game:
www.life-blood.vze.com
What kind of girl are you?
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was life ever perfect?-`
haiz... shi qing yi chen ding ju... let bygones be bygones... anyway... i dunno how many of u will be readin tis but i wan to say... guys... gd play... we did our best le.. though i cant help in any ways... really deep apologise... hmm... thkz xiao yun for comin down... really sry if i make u unhappy... really sry darling... thkz nanny too... for rushin down n skippin ya lunch.. thkz all supporters too... hmm.. sound like a thankin speech... but i really wan to thk xy n nanny... love u guys... -hugx-
was life ever perfect?-`